Way to much...

ok...way too much stuff to do today.

1. Work 8-12 on my day off!
2. Laundry
3. Taking air conditioner out of window
4. Oil change
5. There is something else..I know there is..
6. The Big E

Then to work tomorrow 8 to 3. Friday 3am to 9am. Luckily, I have the weekend off.

I registered for classes yesterday morning. 14 credits! I hope I can do that!

Anyway, It's so nice out today. We got a screen door put on the back door of the apartment, so I'm sitting in the banana chair enjoying the weather. It's actually making me a little sleepy.

PA

Today is my resting day. I have been out and about for like it seems forever. Tuesday, Sugar Mama and I drove 7 hours to go visit my sister at college. It was an adventure and I enjoyed seeing my sister. We picked grapes and and came home with a 10lb. bag. Sugar Mama forgot her cell phone in the hotel room and someone took it. I hope they enjoy all the pictures...lol

We stopped for gas before we got on the road to return home. The man pumping gas for everyone was very ignorant. He said some discriminatory things towards us. At that point, I was hurt and just wanted to get home where we are welcomed in the world.

Anyway, I keep having these weird dreams. I do not know what to think of them. They are creeping me out though.

Well, I have nothing else on my mind.. Go figure?

News

Camp came and went. I had a lot of fun. Made some good memories...#1 pointer before going camping. Make sure you know what the neighbors dog looks like before you get spooked by it.

Everyone had went to bed except a couple of us just sitting around the camp fire. We heard a noise looked behind us, flashed are lights and OMG A WOLF! We all looked at each other like 'omg what do we do?' I said, "I think its time to go inside guys." We all ran for the front door, so around the house we went barged through the door, out of breathe trying to tell others what we had seen.

My Dad, the wise ass he is says, "Oh, you guys saw a wolf did ya? I think you saw the neighbors dog!" He and others continued to laugh at us. I guess the neighbors dogs was huge and looked like a wolf. Needless to say, I was scared the rest of the night.


Anyways, next summer is going to be a big one.

June- 21st Birthday for Bear
July- Mom and Dad's 25th Wedding Anniversary
August- Sugar Mama and I will be getting married

That's right! We are Engaged!

I want to start planning right away but I will have to set it aside due to school starting for Sugar Mama yesterday and soon for me as well.

Well, all for now.

Good News!

I just woke up. French toast is on the stove because my girlfriend is so awesome.

Yesterday was my day off. Sugar Mama and I had fun shopping for the kids at camp and her nephew. We went to Babies R Us and looked at cribs and strollers...there are so many styles. It will make it fun shopping for when that time comes in our lives.

I do have some wonderful information but I cannot spill the beans just yet. Maybe this coming Tuesday I will share. As for friends and family they will find out this weekend at camp. My mom is planning on making an announcement. Funny, right?

Well, my french toast is almost ready. Be back Tuesday from the Adirondacks!

BLAH

So..I am in one of my moods.. I do not know why I get like this. I feel like shit. Like, I know I am down on myself a lot. The kind of mood where you just want to go to bed so you can stop thinking of all the shit you've got running in your head.

I am starting to feel alone at work. I mean, I do talk to my co workers but I always feel as if they are talking about me behind my back. Inventory came and went, now we just have to sort through the boxes. Today, we found product from the year 2000. Crazy right?

My mom and sister just skyped me. My little sister always makes me laugh..I think that was my first smile of the day. Thanks Boo. =)

Tired

I am sooo tired right now...my eyes are open but I do not feel awake..I am in a daze. I've been working a lot lately. Inventory at work. I do not want to do it ever again.. The company that A.C. Moore hired to count sucked. The people were rude and apparently they need to go back to school because they do not know how to count.

This coming weekend is labor day weekend and I will be in the Adirondacks camping it up with some friends. I cannot wait!

I think I am too tired to think...

Mormonism

I recently sat down to enjoy my doughnut and read an article in "The Rainbow Times". The article was very interesting. So, I thought to myself. I wonder if this article is online? As I searched I came across another highlight article that caught my eye. The title, "Mormon image suffers after gay marriage fight".

Now as for me, I am not religious at all. Even growing up I was seldom brought to church and the few times when I was it was the most boring thing I have set through. Hell, I did not even know what "Mormon" meant until I met Sugar Mama.

See, Sugar Mama was raised as a Mormon. When you're a Mormon everything is based upon the church and Sugar Mama has a binder full of awards that she has won from various church events. When she attended BYU she realized that she had that attraction to the same sex.

Now, being a gay woman I have experienced "coming out" to my parents and others. Luckily, my parents and my extended family were welcoming of my new found sexuality. Granted yes, it was very hard for everyone to understand where I was coming from at first but today my entire family has accepted me.

A quote from my mom, "it's always about religion. You cant base that on who you fall in love with. Life is too short. I believe god loves everyone no matter who or what they are."

I am not sure how exactly Sugar Mama told her parents. What I do know is this: Sugar Mama is originally from Idaho. She moved across the country to find people that accepted her unlike her parents and her church. To this day Sugar Mama has no contact with her family. She seldom speaks with her sister but it's always a short conversation. Mormonism is a religion that forces members to choose faith over family. It hurts me to know such information. Would you choose your faith over your own daughter? I know for sure I wouldn't. Sugar Mama's family is at a loss. Sugar Mama is one of the nicest people I have ever met. She has a big heart and she is so strong. She is part of my family now. Just me and her and our kitten.

My point here is that the Mormon church in my mind is brainwashing people. Mormonism teaches that homosexual sex is considered a sin, but gays are welcome in church and can maintain church callings and membership if they remain celibate. So, let me give a scenario. Let's say, a gay man and his lover are Mormons. They are members of the church and go to church on regular basis. What if they were to walk into church holding hands? Would they be banned from the church for doing so? I mean, if they're celibate. You can love someone and still be celibate. See it does not make sense!

Last year at the urging of church leaders, Mormons donated tens of millions to the Yes on 8 campaign and were among the most vigorous volunteers. The institutional church gave nearly $190,000 to the campaign. Pretty much they wasted money on something that one day is going to be voted down. They could have gave the money to area hospitals to help the sick.

I guess what I'm trying to say is gays and lesbians are people too. We are just the same as an average person. You cannot help who you fall in love with whether is be a man or a woman. One day everyone will be equal. No one will care if your a different color or gay.

Here is the article. Take a look. http://www.bostonherald.com/news/national/west/view.bg?articleid=1191228&srvc=rss